At the end of March, I have found it is a lot harder for me to consistently create content. I’ve become withdrawn both emotionally and mentally. Having two kids, being married, and changing jobs is exhausting physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. This month I ended up closing three loans, and it will end up being another month of consistent production. I didn’t close any loans in January, and although I’m doing ok at my job, I’m struggling with imposter syndrome. I wish my Dad were still alive so I could talk to him about these struggles. I’m thankful for my friends that I do have, but I don’t want to talk with anyone. I’m thankful that I can pray, and I know that this process is humbling or tearing me down. I just do not see an end to it. Fortunately, I know we have a fully funded emergency fund of 3 months’ worth of expenses and that our mortgage is paid for consistently whether both my wife and I have a paycheck. I just wish I could feel normal. I realize that being debt free is only a piece of peace. What does debt free look like to you?
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This month’s video is Joe Rogan Experience #2122 – Protect Our Parks 11 from the PowerfulJRE YouTube channel.
“The LORD will send rain at the proper time from his rich treasury in the heavens and will bless all the work you do. You will lend to many nations, but you will never need to borrow from them.”
Deuteronomy 28:12 NLT
Pursuit of Excellence 